wow it's been damn long since my last post. Took a walk back into my past like just one step and now im back to where i started again!!!! Or more like (it felt like) it just came back to find,haunt me for some reason or sign. Lesson is NEVER go back keep going forward AND the only things you'd usually regret are the things you didnt do.I could never imagine you'd just forget everything so easily and love others so deeply...tsk. not fair.If only you didnt have to be a part of my once in a lifetime.If only you knew still waters run deep.I'll just have to see goodbye as the most painful way to say i love you.but then again, you left the only person who wouldn't give up on you.. And its just too much and downright cruel..How long has it been? very very very long..its dumb and pathetic. im the best Brooder.

LOL yeah anyway my holiday is not like a holiday...cant wait to go out and enjoy the fresh air of the world!!! hahaahah. The breeze is good and so will the waters. There should be more pictures and good times..but then nobody realises their just so forgettable.YES THE BREEZE!!!! WOO! I cant wait till O levels are over OMG...i can imagine the maniac i would become. I'd love to find euphoria myself :)Make all my dreams come true!!!!!!

yeah yeah and wow HAHAHA today there was so humour to add! SOOO EMBARRASSING! im a very very messy person like as in my stuff is everywhere. Some of my clothes are also on the dining table and staircase handles mostly my bras LOL HAHAHA so then my mom is always fed up with it and one time she hid them so i couldnt find them and she would be like '' Who ask you so messy?? now cannot find ar...'' and when i find it she'd be like ''oh hahahaha i hid it so that you cannot find..who ask you so messy?'' so then today this one was worse...i had tuition today and guess where she hid my bra? she folded it nice and compact and then slot it into my A math textbook. Then i go for tuition and didnt know..of course i had to use my textbook. THEN, so i didnt know la...then during tuition i was wondering why my tuition teacher kept staring at my textbook until like dont know what then i realised after 2 whole hours my bra could be seen slot in between my damn textbook i was like OH. MY. GOD! HAHAHAHAH my tuition teacher is male by the way LOL in my head i went like '' MOMMY!!!!!!!''

YO! OMG....i cant believe today!...i finished my exams and decided to go to whitesands for the FREE BEN AND JERRY"S ICE CREAM DAY... everything was fine and normal...i'd never expect my day to get me involve in such a dumb and FATAL error...LOL hahaha so then i queued in the DAMN HOT sun..super hot...and then my dad sms me saying '' dont waste your time la..i buy for you...you can go home..'' so i took the mrt... WOOHOO...as usual...i thought it was gonna be my usual ride home JUST 3 freaking stops turn into a 3 hour journey! so i dont know what came over me...i guess i was stoning and suddenly i heard : ''TANAH MERAH'' i was like fuck this is bad...so i arrived at tanah merah station thinking OKAY...just chill man...just go back la! LOL then i picked a train to sit in...i soon realised it was the wrong train and when i realised that i couldnt go back until i reached changi airport i was freaking out...because 1. i was alone. 2.i didnt expect this to happen so i hate these kind of surprises. 3.i felt LOST. but i know...i was a bit exaggerating but cant help it hahahah so i waited and tried to THINK! of what to do next and how the hell i could get out of changi airport...i was alone so i called friends...no one picked up so i called sherman then i called my mom...and it took me 45 minutes to find out that no matter which train i take, i would be going back to simei there...so i was like " OH YA!" then i was quite happy...so the train came and i sat inside. the train ride so scary and dark like wth la...i could even feel air pressure in my ears...omg like nightmare...i was alone. then finally i reached tanah merah i was like so HAPPY! then my alex called me back so i was like oh everything is ok already...then when i hung up i realised the train began to move again i was like HELL NO! WTF! then i kena go back to changi airport again!!!HAHAHA! so i was laughing out loud at my own stupidity in the train and people across me were looking at me...but i didnt really care...so then another hell ride back OMG...how unfortunate of me to enjoy stoning sia...so i finally got it right and went to simei to walk home...SO WASTED wasted my bloody time because of one small stupid mistake , stoning. CANT BELIEVE IT! i feel like mr bean.. what a mr bean ACT... so then i couldnt study ss and now im scared shitless...

Friday the 14th
i went out with alex supposed to watch a movie but couldnt decide what time to watch so we decided ok lets go watch it at 7 plus so we can go shopping ...then went to taka because i had vouchers ...bought a bra.. and went to like see a friend whom i've not seen for damn long and he was just slacking didnt really see me and alex went over there to spray the perfume lol lame... and i got a closer look didnt really change much...then we bought bras from there then we went to meet jac ,nique and marieann and headed to cineleisure to watch the movie but we didnt buy the tickets so the whole plan was screwed and we ended up just eating at kobayashi then went for drink at far east with marieann and alex chat for 1 hour? and i reached home at 10 plus..regret not taking pictures urgh

Yesterday. Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away. 15th
brought my uncle , auntie and somer to escape... ting wen came along and so we rode some rides had some ice cream and went to the arcade then ting wen headed home i went to eastpoint to eat burger king and went home lol kinda boring...

AND today.....i did nothing just delaying my homework and now im just gonna fuck it hahahaha i just wanna relax on the last day of this holiday...i dont wanna do o levels i just wanna play ...addicted to tumble bugs again!

Yesterday went to Shakeela's birthday party with ting wen and then when we reached there we watched some tv and went to the arcade YES! and bought ben and jerry's ice cream YES!
Im missing the arcade and ice cream right now...sadly i didnt get to go to escape although i just felt like going there la...then we ate at the chalet..nat,tricia,sarah leong,vanisha anthea melissa thee alex krystal and all were there quite a lot of people i guess.. then like at night melissa,calesta,jacinta,me,ting wen and nat went to the arcade at like 10pm to play para para..well i try only la...wow...didnt know what the hell i was doing but nat was the best she was so funny when she was playing she is such a LUCKY BEGINNER..she always has beginner's luck like the time she played ''the big two'' with me and two other classmates for her first time and actually won WTH? goofball sia hahahhaha thn after that went to play slent hill...quite boring but can play for damn long.... im hungry again!

my sister abd i in the toilet of some hotel cant remember...majestic something? near chinatown hahaha

ok so the camp was over....and when my sis told me about her trip to pahang..i was like thinking ''so sad....my batch was the only batch in SAC history that didnt get to go to malaysia for sec 3 camp CORRI'' they even got their own chalet with beds and aircon and everything and it was eight people to one chalet lol...how fun is that...top class bonding sia...mine barely had a day for class bonding.. the only fun part i enjoyed was where we created a mock disco in one of the lecture theatres for about an hour...we turned off all the lights and turned on the OHP and played music..hopefully there will be a great fun camp that has the motive of CLASS BONDING because im really going to miss my class...oh ya and i went out with ting wen to kbox..called jasmine to come but she said she going mustafa and my sis was in malaysia...so it was only ting wen and i but like we ended up eating at jack's place because kbox was 17.50 tilll 5 pm...spend so much money sia!!! but then at least i ate good food..and then went to the arcade to play house of the dead 2 and jurassic park lol(waste some more money sigh)...then while we were heading to simei i bumped into ALINA and SARAH LEONG....hahaha wth well tomorrow got school again..im so tired already.

WOW..Valentine's day was over and now here comes CAMP CORRI...this is the time to relax before throttling my studies hahahah...anyway my valentine's day was not bad...felt so happy after that...so many presents! but i ate them all...and the roses are wilting now..so better not take pictures of them. Camp CORRI is tomorrow..and i have to wake up early on a wednesday to go to temasek poly....i can tell it will be boring but at least i get to bond with my classmates! I guess i will really miss my secondary school A LOT even though at the start of this year i wanted to just get out of secondary school...SHIT...i dont wanna leave secondary school sia...im too used to seeing the familiar faces from SAC primary to secondary for ten years now...does anyone understand how i feel? hahahaha kk. Anyway..actually today i had ''lo hei'' and then my parents rushed out of the house to go FISHING WTH....just because my dad has been catching a lot of fish he is becoming crazy over fish...he will talk about fishes now...MY GOD...and hes so show off hahahah he caught a huge fish and took a pic of it and send it to my phone when i was about to sleep...and then he went to the market to show off his fish to the fish mongers LOL like WTH!!! hahahaha ok...i need to sleep man....camp CORRI starts tomorrow.