ok so today is a real day lol hahaha.....ok then today no actually for the past few days i've been too tired and sleepy to work my mind and body so i had to resort to drinking coffee which i hate the taste of..but i had to take it as a medicine to keep me alive or at least awake....it really helps...so helpful yeah and anyway...this morning i had to speak to miss martens, my principal.. about what i was going to do for the day...i had like a day packed of activities for me till like night time...so anyway i came to school with my tickets for my revival round this monday and i met ting wen at the sunken foyer along with sarah lai and we went to leave a note with 15 B1 tickets in the general office to miss arasi lol ahahhaa a funny story behind that but it was only funny then hahaha.. ok ya and so after that we left and ms martens called me back to speak to me...so the reason why they weren't so supportive of me competing in CSS was because i dropped out of SYF last minute...well...i guess i had no choice as the school just couldnt excuse me from my rehearsals so i ended up pulling out... i wonder why they never asked why i did it hahaha ...well yeah i had no choice...although i knew my steps damn well they just couldnt excuse me for ONE rehearsal which fell on the same day as one of my promotional event rehearsals for CSS in the beginning...and so it came down to which would be better for my future and i could only pick one... the obvious choice was CSS! hahaha ...although she added that i didnt help the school by continueing with my SYF nevertheless, i still wore my uniform in CSS on screen and off screen most of the time...i still carried my school along with me alone anyway...and they say it like as if im so self centered...lol i'd have carried on with SYF if they just excused me...sigh. i love dancing la...feels great...yeah and that was just the first part of my day hahaha more like just the first hour of my morning...well i had another motive for coming to see the principal which was also because i had informed her that i needed to perform at the primary school to garner votes from my ''juniors'' in the primary school...so then during PE i walked across the sunken foyer and went staright to the primary school hall where i met my youngest audience hahaha really cute! it was the primary five and sixes.... so then i was singing....and singing ..i sang ji de by the way... and then some girls wante my autographs and then halfway throughout my song, the teacher said '' ok p5s....so sorry you have to move out the p6s have no space to sit and you have to go for your next activity...'' and all the p5s were like ''huh.......................................'' and they all rushed toward me to ask for my autograph and so i sang while signed autographs with my left hand holding the mic....never done that before hahaha...but it was damn cool and they were damn cute la hahaa....so i left and went back to class... and survived!!!! especially when i finally finished chemistry and school was over so i followed ting wen,sarah lai and aurelia to east point to cut hair and have lunch...as usual i bought my honey red tea and then we went to see the puppies at pet safari after lunch . OMG! the puppies were DAMN CUTE! especially one with curly brown fur that resembled enchovies( dont know if it's spelled correctly hahaha ) hahaha...it was damn cute! it really looked like a stuffed toy ..dont really know what breed it is too...but it was so cute..and then ting wen's dad sent me home.... OMG...hahaha her car was so nice and spacious...hahaha she is loaded la hahah ok her family is ..... really nice car....one of my favourite cars i've been in so far in my whole life....besides the red sports car my dad owned ten years ago? ahahaha....yeah anyway ting wen's car had like mirrors at places i'd face! she sat in the front and really looked like a rich kid...great car man! hahahah...ya so i went home and it was boring and then i went for vocal training ....everything was normal i guess but its getting boring..i still wanna do stuff that's spicy hahaha...like get a piano ..thats first on my wishlist followed by piano lessons and complete everyting and be able to write good songs by the time im 21...i wanna go karaoke with my friends as well..i've not the time to really go out with my friends...i've not seen marieann for like two weeks already and it feels like months...and i need to get a new bf as well....someone good...hahahha hard to find man....it's hard to find my kind of guys..its harder to get them hahaha