wow it's been damn long since my last post. Took a walk back into my past like just one step and now im back to where i started again!!!! Or more like (it felt like) it just came back to find,haunt me for some reason or sign. Lesson is NEVER go back keep going forward AND the only things you'd usually regret are the things you didnt do.I could never imagine you'd just forget everything so easily and love others so deeply...tsk. not fair.If only you didnt have to be a part of my once in a lifetime.If only you knew still waters run deep.I'll just have to see goodbye as the most painful way to say i love you.but then again, you left the only person who wouldn't give up on you.. And its just too much and downright cruel..How long has it been? very very very long..its dumb and pathetic. im the best Brooder.

LOL yeah anyway my holiday is not like a holiday...cant wait to go out and enjoy the fresh air of the world!!! hahaahah. The breeze is good and so will the waters. There should be more pictures and good times..but then nobody realises their just so forgettable.YES THE BREEZE!!!! WOO! I cant wait till O levels are over OMG...i can imagine the maniac i would become. I'd love to find euphoria myself :)Make all my dreams come true!!!!!!

yeah yeah and wow HAHAHA today there was so humour to add! SOOO EMBARRASSING! im a very very messy person like as in my stuff is everywhere. Some of my clothes are also on the dining table and staircase handles mostly my bras LOL HAHAHA so then my mom is always fed up with it and one time she hid them so i couldnt find them and she would be like '' Who ask you so messy?? now cannot find ar...'' and when i find it she'd be like ''oh hahahaha i hid it so that you cannot find..who ask you so messy?'' so then today this one was worse...i had tuition today and guess where she hid my bra? she folded it nice and compact and then slot it into my A math textbook. Then i go for tuition and didnt know..of course i had to use my textbook. THEN, so i didnt know la...then during tuition i was wondering why my tuition teacher kept staring at my textbook until like dont know what then i realised after 2 whole hours my bra could be seen slot in between my damn textbook i was like OH. MY. GOD! HAHAHAHAH my tuition teacher is male by the way LOL in my head i went like '' MOMMY!!!!!!!''