Overkill

2008-06-03T05:55:00.000-07:00

wow it's been damn long since my last post. Took a walk back into my past like just one step and now im back to where i started again!!!! Or more like (it felt like) it just came back to find,haunt me for some reason or sign. Lesson is NEVER go back keep going forward AND the only things you'd usually regret are the things you didnt do.I could never imagine you'd just forget everything so easily and love others so deeply...tsk. not fair.If only you didnt have to be a part of my once in a lifetime.If only you knew still waters run deep.I'll just have to see goodbye as the most painful way to say i love you.but then again, you left the only person who wouldn't give up on you.. And its just too much and downright cruel..How long has it been? very very very long..its dumb and pathetic. im the best Brooder.

LOL yeah anyway my holiday is not like a holiday...cant wait to go out and enjoy the fresh air of the world!!! hahaahah. The breeze is good and so will the waters. There should be more pictures and good times..but then nobody realises their just so forgettable.YES THE BREEZE!!!! WOO! I cant wait till O levels are over OMG...i can imagine the maniac i would become. I'd love to find euphoria myself :)Make all my dreams come true!!!!!!

yeah yeah and wow HAHAHA today there was so humour to add! SOOO EMBARRASSING! im a very very messy person like as in my stuff is everywhere. Some of my clothes are also on the dining table and staircase handles mostly my bras LOL HAHAHA so then my mom is always fed up with it and one time she hid them so i couldnt find them and she would be like '' Who ask you so messy?? now cannot find ar...'' and when i find it she'd be like ''oh hahahaha i hid it so that you cannot find..who ask you so messy?'' so then today this one was worse...i had tuition today and guess where she hid my bra? she folded it nice and compact and then slot it into my A math textbook. Then i go for tuition and didnt know..of course i had to use my textbook. THEN, so i didnt know la...then during tuition i was wondering why my tuition teacher kept staring at my textbook until like dont know what then i realised after 2 whole hours my bra could be seen slot in between my damn textbook i was like OH. MY. GOD! HAHAHAHAH my tuition teacher is male by the way LOL in my head i went like '' MOMMY!!!!!!!''

2008-04-29T04:43:00.001-07:00

YO! OMG....i cant believe today!...i finished my exams and decided to go to whitesands for the FREE BEN AND JERRY"S ICE CREAM DAY... everything was fine and normal...i'd never expect my day to get me involve in such a dumb and FATAL error...LOL hahaha so then i queued in the DAMN HOT sun..super hot...and then my dad sms me saying '' dont waste your time la..i buy for you...you can go home..'' so i took the mrt... WOOHOO...as usual...i thought it was gonna be my usual ride home JUST 3 freaking stops turn into a 3 hour journey! so i dont know what came over me...i guess i was stoning and suddenly i heard : ''TANAH MERAH'' i was like fuck this is bad...so i arrived at tanah merah station thinking OKAY...just chill man...just go back la! LOL then i picked a train to sit in...i soon realised it was the wrong train and when i realised that i couldnt go back until i reached changi airport i was freaking out...because 1. i was alone. 2.i didnt expect this to happen so i hate these kind of surprises. 3.i felt LOST. but i know...i was a bit exaggerating but cant help it hahahah so i waited and tried to THINK! of what to do next and how the hell i could get out of changi airport...i was alone so i called friends...no one picked up so i called sherman then i called my mom...and it took me 45 minutes to find out that no matter which train i take, i would be going back to simei there...so i was like " OH YA!" then i was quite happy...so the train came and i sat inside. the train ride so scary and dark like wth la...i could even feel air pressure in my ears...omg like nightmare...i was alone. then finally i reached tanah merah i was like so HAPPY! then my alex called me back so i was like oh everything is ok already...then when i hung up i realised the train began to move again i was like HELL NO! WTF! then i kena go back to changi airport again!!!HAHAHA! so i was laughing out loud at my own stupidity in the train and people across me were looking at me...but i didnt really care...so then another hell ride back OMG...how unfortunate of me to enjoy stoning sia...so i finally got it right and went to simei to walk home...SO WASTED wasted my bloody time because of one small stupid mistake , stoning. CANT BELIEVE IT! i feel like mr bean.. what a mr bean ACT... so then i couldnt study ss and now im scared shitless...

2008-03-16T07:40:00.000-07:00

Friday the 14th
i went out with alex supposed to watch a movie but couldnt decide what time to watch so we decided ok lets go watch it at 7 plus so we can go shopping ...then went to taka because i had vouchers ...bought a bra.. and went to like see a friend whom i've not seen for damn long and he was just slacking didnt really see me and alex went over there to spray the perfume lol lame... and i got a closer look didnt really change much...then we bought bras from there then we went to meet jac ,nique and marieann and headed to cineleisure to watch the movie but we didnt buy the tickets so the whole plan was screwed and we ended up just eating at kobayashi then went for drink at far east with marieann and alex chat for 1 hour? and i reached home at 10 plus..regret not taking pictures urgh

Yesterday. Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away. 15th
brought my uncle , auntie and somer to escape... ting wen came along and so we rode some rides had some ice cream and went to the arcade then ting wen headed home i went to eastpoint to eat burger king and went home lol kinda boring...

AND today.....i did nothing just delaying my homework and now im just gonna fuck it hahahaha i just wanna relax on the last day of this holiday...i dont wanna do o levels i just wanna play ...addicted to tumble bugs again!

2008-03-02T02:47:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to Shakeela's birthday party with ting wen and then when we reached there we watched some tv and went to the arcade YES! and bought ben and jerry's ice cream YES!
Im missing the arcade and ice cream right now...sadly i didnt get to go to escape although i just felt like going there la...then we ate at the chalet..nat,tricia,sarah leong,vanisha anthea melissa thee alex krystal and all were there quite a lot of people i guess.. then like at night melissa,calesta,jacinta,me,ting wen and nat went to the arcade at like 10pm to play para para..well i try only la...wow...didnt know what the hell i was doing but nat was the best she was so funny when she was playing she is such a LUCKY BEGINNER..she always has beginner's luck like the time she played ''the big two'' with me and two other classmates for her first time and actually won WTH? goofball sia hahahhaha thn after that went to play slent hill...quite boring but can play for damn long.... im hungry again!

2008-02-25T03:58:00.000-08:00

my sister abd i in the toilet of some hotel cant remember...majestic something? near chinatown hahaha

my relatives saw ken lim go into that club where the door is a mirror

In the toilet again...fancy sia its actually quite glitzy inside

this was my dessert!! Chilled mango puree wth sago and pomela served with longevity bun! YUMMY I TELL YOU..i miss it..it's actually also served with ice cream inside lol

This was good too...this was my third dish at the dinner crispy wasabi prawn served with peking duck and pan-seared foie gras...i didnt eat the foie gras though...didnt dare it was freaking goose liver! hahaha but the wasabi prawn was bloody good...

my second dish mmmm... majestic claypot shark's fin soup with crab meat! shiok sia...

my sis again...she really thinks shes cool...she looks like paul twohill in this photo...good for her!! hahahhaahaha

okay so all these pictures were taken at some dinner i went to yesterday night and had a feast to celebrate my grand aunt's 70th birthday...she still looks damn young by the way...lol so i was so so so delighted when my first dish came salmon tatare with mixed salad in soya vinegarette!!! OMG...i was like enjoying myself la....i love the raw salmon...there were about 5 dishes before the sweet dessert came my god....so good i miss it so much la...yeah then we finished at 10 and my dad went fishing on a boat with kelvin seah and angeline...crazy ahahaha and i woke up late for school because my mom didnt wake me up...i woke up at 7am when my school started at 7.25am!!! so i quickly got ready and checked on my mom to find out why she didnt wake any of her children up for school...tsk tsk..lol

Me: Wah....sleep until so shiok ar..

(my mom jumps up like she got a shock and sat up on her bed)

Mommy: huh what time is it now?

Me:7.30 already...but nvm i can go school late...cause i dont wanna write a plan...

Mommy: Your father la! sms me at 5.30am that he is still fishing then make me wait for him the whole night then i was so tired...nvm...tell richie and joni they not going school today...

Me: okay....then you send me to school at 8am

(as i was about to leave the room my mom jumps up again )

Mommy: eh wait! richie got exam today right?? shit shit...i better send him then i send you after that..

then my mom went to wake my lazy bum brother who had no urgency even after realising he was late for his freaking exams!! hahaha so then i went to school late...made my entrance and all and school was not bad today...quite fun....sadly victoria cut her hair now and she looks so unapproachable not in a snobbish way but she doesnt look motherly now....she looks like freaking snoopy....LOL

2008-02-24T07:21:00.000-08:00

ok so the camp was over....and when my sis told me about her trip to pahang..i was like thinking ''so sad....my batch was the only batch in SAC history that didnt get to go to malaysia for sec 3 camp CORRI'' they even got their own chalet with beds and aircon and everything and it was eight people to one chalet lol...how fun is that...top class bonding sia...mine barely had a day for class bonding.. the only fun part i enjoyed was where we created a mock disco in one of the lecture theatres for about an hour...we turned off all the lights and turned on the OHP and played music..hopefully there will be a great fun camp that has the motive of CLASS BONDING because im really going to miss my class...oh ya and i went out with ting wen to kbox..called jasmine to come but she said she going mustafa and my sis was in malaysia...so it was only ting wen and i but like we ended up eating at jack's place because kbox was 17.50 tilll 5 pm...spend so much money sia!!! but then at least i ate good food..and then went to the arcade to play house of the dead 2 and jurassic park lol(waste some more money sigh)...then while we were heading to simei i bumped into ALINA and SARAH LEONG....hahaha wth well tomorrow got school again..im so tired already.

2008-02-19T07:41:00.000-08:00

WOW..Valentine's day was over and now here comes CAMP CORRI...this is the time to relax before throttling my studies hahahah...anyway my valentine's day was not bad...felt so happy after that...so many presents! but i ate them all...and the roses are wilting now..so better not take pictures of them. Camp CORRI is tomorrow..and i have to wake up early on a wednesday to go to temasek poly....i can tell it will be boring but at least i get to bond with my classmates! I guess i will really miss my secondary school A LOT even though at the start of this year i wanted to just get out of secondary school...SHIT...i dont wanna leave secondary school sia...im too used to seeing the familiar faces from SAC primary to secondary for ten years now...does anyone understand how i feel? hahahaha kk. Anyway..actually today i had ''lo hei'' and then my parents rushed out of the house to go FISHING WTH....just because my dad has been catching a lot of fish he is becoming crazy over fish...he will talk about fishes now...MY GOD...and hes so show off hahahah he caught a huge fish and took a pic of it and send it to my phone when i was about to sleep...and then he went to the market to show off his fish to the fish mongers LOL like WTH!!! hahahaha ok...i need to sleep man....camp CORRI starts tomorrow.

2008-02-11T04:51:00.000-08:00

AW MAN....i miss watching zero no tsukaima!! i finished both seasons in 2 days hahaha...what a great refreshment for me...love love LOVE!!!! Im in love mode....everything's about love and everywhere SIGH wth....valentine's day is coming and i dont have a valentine AGAIN...no one's that sporting...hahaha so sad...cause im so in the mood for romance! i dont know what to get my friends for valentine's day...what a clash of emotions...feeling rejected as well... FUCK...hahaha someone wants an expensive present WHY, im so poor HAHA what to get?! i dont see anything wrong about getting a lolipop for ting wen on valentine's day??It is a kind of sweet candy so it tastes sweet and its significance is like sweets for my sweets and sugar for my honey aint that right my sweets? ...and i want famous amos valentine's day cookie WOOHOO LOL...2 more days to go til valentine's. Valentine's day sucks...
Tomorrow the japanese girls are coming to the school again...hope it will entertain me and lift my spirits hahahahaha....and sadly the performance is cancelled which means i have to sit through a whole entire day of LESSONS~ urgh

2008-02-08T08:12:00.001-08:00

ok so today i went visiting...woke up one and a half hours late and got scolding from my dad who HE HIMSELF just woke up and he kicked my butt to wake me up....then we went visiting...eat and drink....ate A LOT...went to uncle colin's house....and me and my sister just sat at the sofa and made fun of some children and eavesdrop on some adults stupid lame joke...it went like...
Uncle Colin: hey...help yourself with the kuih LOPEZ ar..eat more...
Man: yeah better not ar ...after i look like jennifer LOPEZ WAHAHAHAHA!!!!
when me and my sis heard that we laughed at their lameness...so LAME! omg...
after all that visiting came home to drink some coke again hahahah its really bad...but im not the only one....yeah and i watched jap anime for a few hours...im hooked on anime again...my gosh i just love romance anime....im like stuck in the realm of romance anime....SO NICE

2008-02-08T08:02:00.000-08:00

My gosh...i drank even more coke this chinese new year....dont know how much weight im gonna put on HAHAHAH....i drank like...one whole 1.5 litre bottle by myself on chinese new year eve and then two cans the next day plus some from the other 1.5 litre bottles my dad bought and today i drank two cans plus 2 glasses of coke hahahaha ..coke coke COKE yum

my sis and me...she said her mouth was damn unglam...dont know whats wrong with her...doesnt she know she was born like that? CRAZY....her nose also unglam...my sis looks like a guy

2008-01-31T07:04:00.000-08:00

GUESS WHO'S THAT.....YUCK! AHAHAHAHAH REVENGE
this is a picture of the dumb fuck who distorted my pretty picture ....
lol
anyway...i got my A maths test back today....18 upon 25 not bad la....work harder next time...though i feel so stupid for scoring 16 over 25 for a matrix E maths class test LOL
Today....
ting wen, joni and i watched cry wolf....its not bad
suspense and thrill....
real psychological thriller
then me and ting wen went jogging....
looking forward to school tomorrow!!!! cant believe it..
2 parties coming up...wow how to study full throttle man lol.....

2008-01-29T04:43:00.000-08:00

What a straining week!And it has only been 2 days of school...push myself to the limits...hahaha...desperately and seriously need to start dieting man..but im too hungry. Not many significant events in my days probably because i do the same things everyday until i go for a party??or does it still sound routinal? man...lol. i guess today's significance is my CCA score for the past 3 years.... "6"! WTH...D7...cant retrieve CIP points if i dont pass. WHat's in store for tomorrow????

2008-01-21T01:51:00.001-08:00

IT WAS SO FUN! DISCO FEVER..

getting warmed up on the dance floor!

my strawberry shortcake....my birthday cake...happy birthday to me! im 16!!!

cant remember what happened here hahaha but i remember it was a lot of fun...probably aurelia making a lame joke lol

table 7? hahaha vanisha,nadiya,shakeela,anthea,ankita(zoro),ting wen,melissa tay and melissa stewart...

dolling up...wow i felt like it was my wedding 'cause i had to make a grand entrance at my party...and the two people behind me were like acting cool really ACT....hahahah

im still not sure what my sister wanted to be...prince too maybe? lol

ting wen, me , melissa and aurelia! in my hotel room getting ready for my ''debut''...snapped a shot wow...i went as cleo patra, aurelia was rain, melissa tay was tinkerbelle..and ting wen was a pirate captain/prince of korea hahahah wth

Cool huh? I'll never forget it...

WOO!!!! It's all about my birthday...celebrated in paramount hotel. It was DA BOMB...i had a great time with everyone and my dad booked a hotel room for me too...it was a dress-up party and thev theme was fantasy/fairytale...wow. it was really fun...and feels like a true experience of once in a lifetime! THANKS TO EVERYONE>>>MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS...was upset a little about the money spent but it was great.food and disco and my favourite drinks!

Party finished at around 12 plus in the morning and me, my sis, and ting wen stayed in the hotel room for the night...my lame ass sister brought all the balloons to the room and later that night some balloons started losing helium and began to sink towards us on the bed and we all got really scared cause it was like 2 am?? we thought there was some kind of ghost hahhaa so we decided to deflate all the balloons by taking in the helium and laughed at our high pitched voices...then we slept at 4am.. my parents came to pick me up at 3 pm....and my birthday was OVER...SO SAD...i miss it so badly...THANKS FOR THE GIFTS!!!

2008-01-13T00:56:00.000-08:00

Wow finally im back in school...i think this year im going to lose a lot of weight YAY!!! O levels man ...intimidating the shit out of me. Plus La Passion concert 2 ...a lot of vigorous practice...and tests ..a lot of studying to do so little time! Im so busy and its only the starting of the year..busy preparing for my huge birthday event SWEET SIXTEEN!!! Im so looking forward to my birthday party...still dont know what to dress-up as...It's my most expensive birthday party i've ever had in my life...wow...Yesterday i went to jac's birthday party...my GOSH...so many of them are so attention seeking...and people tell me they already act like that outside i was like ..okay...thats not good man... oh well these poor attention seeking souls obviously are insecure and still searching for their identities while disguising it as ''having fun''. HAHA...well at least the birthday girl was happy.. but was a wasted sweet sixteen birthday...hopefully mine's gonna be the BOMB. Well at least my parents will see to that hahaha

2007-12-25T09:37:00.000-08:00

WOWtoday was really good...woke up at 11.30am to meet shawn i was late. i met up with agnes and guohao at cineleisure to buy some gifts and had lunch then went to dasmond's party...wow wow wow!!i had my favourite thing...and was up up to heaven!!! YEAH!!!its like 1.45am now...but i cant really remember exactly what happened at the party...SORRY...but i remember i was watching sound of music which was like so peaceful...yeah and we played pictionary and catching...everyone had a damn good time!!! pictures should be on the way!!!!

2007-12-22T11:09:00.001-08:00

In the mrt...we went back and forth so many times today like WHAT THE HELL

wow...my hair is like damn scary...anyway shawn took this picture...

OK so...today i woke up at 10am when i slept at about 7am . Went out with shawn,zijie,fukuan,joanna and junjie to town to buy some hampers at like 12pm? wow...i dont even REALLY know what EXACTLY it's for...im most of the time super confused when they are all speaking in mandarin...sigh! but it was quite fun...first time in my life i went up and down, back and forth in the mrt and first time i spent more than 2 dollars for something im wasnt sure about...!waste my money.tsk. yeah and we went to the arcade to play for a while and melissa came to join us..then we went to bugis but shawn,melissa and i decided to head back to tampines and shawn wanted to go home...hes a good boy...so then melissa and i did some ''christmas shopping'' at the mango sale. But we endedup buying our father christmas presents...melissa got her dad a lighter with a picture of a scull-head with moehog hair and i bought a lighter for my dad with just a half-naked woman's torso engraved on the full grey metal...kind of cool. After that we went back to simei... melissa went off and i met my mom and sister at eastpoint to do some more minor shopping ahhahaa... that was about it ...the rest was just me being my boring self for the whole night...

goodnight for those who are gonna sleep now...

2007-12-07T00:05:00.001-08:00

i was already so bored and hyper because i was bored :) but other than that i had fun with myself haha

just eating ..i loved the eating part man..

My dad bought this super long fishing rod that is like about 3 to 4 metres tall!!! yeah and we're all at changi fishing...hahaha . Our alternative is the bedok jetty but so far changi's got more fish to catch haha

Fishing with my whole family and their friends like everyday 10pm to 4am in the morning...hahaha it can be quite fun sometimes..they are obsessed with fishing.

OH man.

2007-11-26T22:19:00.000-08:00

my blog is so dead...i need to learn how to link people man hahaha....damn it ! so long since my last post hahaha and i need more pictures..i tell you im a very interesting person but i have so much better things to do but i also wanna blog ...relieves stress man..the dead silence of my blog is also so dead to my blog lol . alright im coming back with pictures!!!! . i just need my sister's help argh!!! bloody hell..

Vicky please R.I.P <3

2007-08-05T04:03:00.000-07:00

YO. so today i went to church for cathecism and said a lovely spontaneous prayer infront of the whole class...
this was what i said , ''dear lord, i pray for my dog who just died and hope that she's happy in heaven with you and give my siblings strength to be happy and take care of themselves , and give my father strength so he can be happy and support the family thats all..'' and my cathecism teacher said it was a very lovely prayer... hahhaha yeah it is actually...i think about family issues first!!!!!!!!! but im not being conventional here ar... just being a sweet child hahhaah
yeah so after church i went to the SPCA to give them vicky's carcass...it was sad i guess poorthing she died last night without anyone knowing and that's the saddest part but she died peacefully, my collie. After that i went for vocal classes went to buy doughnuts and went to eastpoint to get bubble tea then came home...and it's also so sad i didnt get to see jay chou when he came to singapore!!! argh!!!! im so sad and angry i didnt get to see him...sigh.

Pictures!!! See you Ruth i'll miss you!

2007-08-04T23:05:00.000-07:00

hahaha alex and nique at the far left of the picture look like they are making out sia.. hahaha cousins...and they dont even know about this picture yet hahaha

Tash, Marieann and me...in the toilet at the budget airlines terminal we were just talking...marieann developed a fetish for photo-taking...hahahahaha probably under the influence of her new school! but she didnt really change much just the same old retarded lame ass marieann who laughs a lot and so merry also...it was initially just me and tash chatting until marieann came in between and snapped this!

HEY hey.... we were actually doing pull ups...only me and nique were successful..i think it's so fun to go home at night in an empty train if i was free everyday for at least 7 hours my life would be so blissful hahhaa

Alex,lana,jac,nique,me,sarah rizal and marieann! what a lame picture dont know what happened to tash ahaha

Marieann and jac in the MRT at night after seeing ruth off at the airport... hahaha retard sexy!

2007-08-02T07:51:00.001-07:00

Yeah and these chocolates and candy are the real sweet la for the sake of entertainment and lately i only feel like eating sweet stuff i have no idea why even when im hungry...i guess my sweet tooth is taking over my brain...but then i didnt eat these sweets here...but i wish to

YUM!

HAHAHA look at my sister looking like a racoon and in the middle is one of my bestfriend jac she looks SWEET in this picture too and the one next to her?i cant really tell if shes melanie thee or rachel wong hahhaa yeah anyway i just found this picture and put it here all for the sake of entertainment la..

me and elaine in the bus on the way to the eco live concert thing...quite long ago but my blog doesnt have enough pictures to be entertaining anyway i thought we both looked SWEET!

2007-08-02T07:42:00.000-07:00

I need a break again... i cant wait to fix my hair man... so horrible..and today ,just like all my other thursdays.., was exhausting to the max and it doesnt even feel like 10.44pm right now fuck! im not sleepy right now when i should be!!! too much coffee! aHHHHH~ i had been studying since 7am til 7pm...school, tutorial and tuition straight like some crash course...im so angry also because i freaking left my english assignment and other homework on my desk at school and i cant do it when its due like tomorrow! SIGH im so angry i need sleep and i cant get some what the hell...ok im going to survive it all.. the weekend is coming..great things will happen!!

Revival round

2007-07-16T09:46:00.000-07:00

woohoo just came back from mediacorp and huixian and shawn got revived...wish them goodluck hahaha...it was a great night for me i guess...it was real fun and im so happy that im actually finally very satisfied with my hair and make up as in seriously.. and my peformance as well...though vocally wasnt as good as usual but close enough hahaha...and well my stage presence and all have nothing to say la but still thats just me hahaha so im so happy that i felt like some star tonight wow!!! i felt good and quite confident plus relaxed as well...now im really relieved ....although i had one tiny regret...i went flat on ''ni shuo de na JU'' argh!!! hahhaha fine...nvm..its all over..ENGLISH SONGS ARE STILL THE BEST! hahaha...felt like a concert today...wonderful! i feel so pampered... so tired...i felt like i had like such a nice concert way up in the stars and i have to go to school tomorrow! what a spoiler...back to reality goodnight!

2007-07-13T07:26:00.000-07:00

ok so today is a real day lol hahaha.....ok then today no actually for the past few days i've been too tired and sleepy to work my mind and body so i had to resort to drinking coffee which i hate the taste of..but i had to take it as a medicine to keep me alive or at least awake....it really helps...so helpful yeah and anyway...this morning i had to speak to miss martens, my principal.. about what i was going to do for the day...i had like a day packed of activities for me till like night time...so anyway i came to school with my tickets for my revival round this monday and i met ting wen at the sunken foyer along with sarah lai and we went to leave a note with 15 B1 tickets in the general office to miss arasi lol ahahhaa a funny story behind that but it was only funny then hahaha.. ok ya and so after that we left and ms martens called me back to speak to me...so the reason why they weren't so supportive of me competing in CSS was because i dropped out of SYF last minute...well...i guess i had no choice as the school just couldnt excuse me from my rehearsals so i ended up pulling out... i wonder why they never asked why i did it hahaha ...well yeah i had no choice...although i knew my steps damn well they just couldnt excuse me for ONE rehearsal which fell on the same day as one of my promotional event rehearsals for CSS in the beginning...and so it came down to which would be better for my future and i could only pick one... the obvious choice was CSS! hahaha ...although she added that i didnt help the school by continueing with my SYF nevertheless, i still wore my uniform in CSS on screen and off screen most of the time...i still carried my school along with me alone anyway...and they say it like as if im so self centered...lol i'd have carried on with SYF if they just excused me...sigh. i love dancing la...feels great...yeah and that was just the first part of my day hahaha more like just the first hour of my morning...well i had another motive for coming to see the principal which was also because i had informed her that i needed to perform at the primary school to garner votes from my ''juniors'' in the primary school...so then during PE i walked across the sunken foyer and went staright to the primary school hall where i met my youngest audience hahaha really cute! it was the primary five and sixes.... so then i was singing....and singing ..i sang ji de by the way... and then some girls wante my autographs and then halfway throughout my song, the teacher said '' ok p5s....so sorry you have to move out the p6s have no space to sit and you have to go for your next activity...'' and all the p5s were like ''huh.......................................'' and they all rushed toward me to ask for my autograph and so i sang while signed autographs with my left hand holding the mic....never done that before hahaha...but it was damn cool and they were damn cute la hahaa....so i left and went back to class... and survived!!!! especially when i finally finished chemistry and school was over so i followed ting wen,sarah lai and aurelia to east point to cut hair and have lunch...as usual i bought my honey red tea and then we went to see the puppies at pet safari after lunch . OMG! the puppies were DAMN CUTE! especially one with curly brown fur that resembled enchovies( dont know if it's spelled correctly hahaha ) hahaha...it was damn cute! it really looked like a stuffed toy ..dont really know what breed it is too...but it was so cute..and then ting wen's dad sent me home.... OMG...hahaha her car was so nice and spacious...hahaha she is loaded la hahah ok her family is ..... really nice car....one of my favourite cars i've been in so far in my whole life....besides the red sports car my dad owned ten years ago? ahahaha....yeah anyway ting wen's car had like mirrors at places i'd face! she sat in the front and really looked like a rich kid...great car man! hahahah...ya so i went home and it was boring and then i went for vocal training ....everything was normal i guess but its getting boring..i still wanna do stuff that's spicy hahaha...like get a piano ..thats first on my wishlist followed by piano lessons and complete everyting and be able to write good songs by the time im 21...i wanna go karaoke with my friends as well..i've not the time to really go out with my friends...i've not seen marieann for like two weeks already and it feels like months...and i need to get a new bf as well....someone good...hahahha hard to find man....it's hard to find my kind of guys..its harder to get them hahaha

10TH JULY

2007-07-13T07:08:00.000-07:00

hahah..today i had CCA again and i went to the coffee shop to eat with melissa tay and jiahui and so we ate. and ate.... i ate a lot i ate cheese prata with fish cury, papa dum and one damn big bowl of fish soup...and bubble tea too...anyway...there was this eurasian man in his early fifties chatting loudly to two other multi racial friends of his and there were bottles of heineken and a grey bucket of ice on their table...it was quite funny..he just ranted on about his wife...sad that man actually get together and complain about their wives! i hope my husband wont be like that to me when i get married or something in future....i guess he was drunk la..he just turned around and started talking to us....he started off abruptly like ''right?.. you girls are good girls i have a daughter from the primary side and i want her to go to your school ..your school is a good school...but theres something uncle finds bad...i mean you girls are good... but there are SO MANY LESBIANS.... so wasted huh...'' and we just kept quiet and smiled at him as he went on, on his own, about homosexuality in our school...hahahah and the he said to melissa , '' you're mixed arent you? one look i can tell...'' and melissa just said she was half eurasian cause her mom is one...and even asked for her surname which was Jansen i think and he went on about eurasians... i mean like what the hell do eurasians try to prove? that their bad people? hahaha or maybe he was just drunk as he was actually BOASTING about the first girl in singapore to get caught smoking marijuana was a EURASIAN girl from KC....what the hell...hahaha its not something to be proud of...either is it really that cool...yeah and he told us he was eurasian...and added he was from st pat's lol....yeah and he said to melissa '' i like your mole...but there are too many moles look at your neck and and you've got three moles..'' and he pointed to my mole and said '' one's nice too many is not anymore..'' and he said we were all pretty girls and shouldnt turn lesbian...lol..and well i went for CCA and i didnt even dance today..because of the SYF dance which is going to be performed very soon...i've got performances coming up myself...hahaha...my life needs to get spiced up the way i want it to be...ah ya..im too busy with tiring things hahaha

2007-07-10T07:10:00.001-07:00

AH YA should have brought my camera to school today...i dont have enough pictures! especially of my friends in school man....some more two teachers were not around...i had like about 6 periods free the whole day including temperature taking time...i just either slept or studied..how relaxing...and towards the end of the day, me and my whole class went to watch the austrailian concert band perform in the hall...the drummer was damn sexy..hahaha
yeah so after that i called ting wen who was at the primary school side so couldnt keep me company so boring....after chool was boring but im so thankful!!! it has like been the first day of the year im actually bored...nothing to do and finished my homework..still need to study for A math standard test tomorrow...i wonder how tiring its gonna be with a lot of lessons tomorrow shit i need a break soon...too tired..yeah and then at home i just sat in front of the computer all day and gave my eyes a break ,went to east point to buy honey red tea shiok! came back and practice for my revival round....wow....its coming so soon! tension.. sigh i hope i sleep early tonight.. !

2007-07-06T04:46:00.000-07:00

Just came back from CCA....not bad quite fun sia..dance dance..such a tiring day!!! this whole week has been exhausting in every possible way! hahaha i was so angry at school because i was so tired ok i was so moody and dance performance important rehearsal on the 16th of july!!! argh shit...hahaha i dont know where my confidence went and this is so bad...god please give me mental strength ,courage and confidence!!!!!!!! but surprisingly i think the most memorable competition day was the night i got eliminated but it wasn't because i was eliminated la.. it was just relaxing but lethargic and i never experienced anything like that in a competition before!!! hahahah..anyway...i also cant wait for jay chou's new movie SECRET! and he's coming to singapore on the 30th JULY people! i wanna go see him but i wonder if i have time sigh...i love his new song too..cant wait to get his latest album...:)yeah and my dad has finally just finished singing karaoke woo! what a relief! was already getting sick of all his old songs hahaha oh ya...and my husky turned blind so sad.. she's not even one year old yet so poorthing....and Lucky the one eye chi hua hua is also blind in one eye but thats alright since he's already so old and going to die soon hahaha wow im so bad to my dogs.. mickey's fur havent grow back sia...shaved but still looks so adorable!

pictures:D

2007-06-23T12:21:00.000-07:00

Poor boy, this is RICHIE everyone... he doesnt care about his appearance at all this is his most photogenic pose... but he looks way cuter in real life.

OMG! this is amazing!!! my sister has the retard look but its interesting and bizarre..bloody human roach..she just held the camera up high and took this picture of herself... and it was taken at my cousin's wedding

This was last week...on monday ...while waiting for the results in the dressing room...and im eating potato chips..i was sick and feeling so cold!!!! i was sick,cold and hungry.. luckily wilson and fukuan were kind enough to lend me their jackets!!! hahahaha. i look like ms. swan from mad tv man...sigh...but look at ben !! great pose!!

First post.

2007-06-22T07:42:00.000-07:00

WOW this is like my first post for my blog while it's still under construction... blogging looks fun woo! And well my blog CONSTRUCTION WORKER is my sister joni...nice job bob. Anyway, today was good..school holidays are ending damn soon!!! well it didnt feel like a holiday to me at all.. today was a perfect example, i went for vocal training at mediacorp today..played some vocal warm up games hahahaha and got my two arms drawn on with permanent markers red and black by teacher jimmy 7 times...winner man!!! a record for that hahahaha what the hell...and i came quite late i woke up like 2.45 pm and left the house at 3.50pm...cant seem to sleep at night because im sick and i cant fucking breathe at night!!!! yeah but anyway i got to drink coke today and got home at about 9 plus ruth called me like 10 plus and said she nique,alex and jac were on their way to visit me..and they did come...i thought ruth grew taller i was like shit...im so short! but it's just probably because we didnt see each other for so long! since she just came back from austrailia this morning and all..hahaha..they left before midnight and i went to call ben to talk for a few minutes but i hung up because my dad kept asking me so many questions about my vocal training session with jimmy and the other css buddies... argh i need a break i wanna go swimming at night..and tomorrow i still got things going on in the afternoon til the evening ..woo my turn to sing again on monday...dont know what the hell am i going to do to blow the judges away...having a bad cough and all... kinda excited to blog about monday hahaha...mondays are fun..we get 30 dollars allowance for taxi fares which is hardly enough for the week...and we et to do our hair and makeup and its quite exciting to see what we're gonna wear for our performance...hopefully what im wearing on monday doesnt make me look fat again! hahaha...alright im off to finish up my holiday homework man. and it's 1.16am in the morning how boring!!